Post subject: Re: I summon...
Fri Jan 29, 2016 7:01 am
Location: Gizmonic Institute
I am thanks, Dawn.
It was a surprise to check in and see things still around. I wish you all the very best. I looked back at some of those archived notes. Damn, but I was vicious back then. I have always imagined you to have this amazingly cool English accent Dawn. Probably true!
It all made some kind of sense back then but much of it was a haze and those days are long past me. I really do appreciate you all, in your way. There's some people I think I was extremely unfairly rude to at times, and I regret that.
Bendrr, Windchaser, Prisca. I'm sorry. It doesn't do much good, and I doubt you will read it, but in particular, I was rude to you, and whatever the justification was at the time, the only thing that remains in my mind now was that I should not have been. There's others I could remember, and others I was awful to in what I wrote. These names just stay in my mind. We all went through a lot of the same shit together but at different parts of the globe, and different times. Instead of uniting us, sometimes we were just broken, and it took time. For me anyway. Some of us gave as good as we got, or got as good as we gave. It doesn't matter, now.
I don't really do the facebook thing, so I'm not really in communication with anyone ex-jw wise anymore. It's fine. I am feeling much happier now. I learned about the Baha'i Faith and I am happy with it now. I don't proselytize (those days are over!) thank God, so I will just leave that at that. Lost 90 pounds, lost my sense of gloom, and started riding instead of driving when I could. One accident and a busted knee later, still trying that part out. Anyway, I can't say I wont visit here from time to time, every couple of years heh.. but if we don't every "Jehovahs Witness Chit Chat" (sorry SLippy!) again to take care and wring enjoyment out of the world like it owed you money!